the present;
Friday, October 30, 2009
Y 4:23 PM
okays, the last day of school wasnt wad i expected it to be. ):
yea, today is the last day of school although i still hav to return to schl for CCA as well as lessons.
why dont the schl give compulsory lessons for all 3E??
i wan lessons!!
and funny sia, today chem cher almost cancelled our extra lesson cos she think we dun nid.
i feel that is she lazy lorr. (sorry, dun mean to say it here! ><) =x
and amazing, the whole class dislike the cancellation of the extra chem lesson.
seriously, if im the only one who objected, i wont mind arguing with the teacher.
cos our class chem is seriously lousy! (i mean generally la.. =x)
and we definitely nid to hav extra lessons and catch up with the syllabus.
but i guess we're actually on par with the other ppl in other schls.
cher said that when the present 4e1 was in sec 3, they did lesser chapters than us for YE exam..
thats something that relieved me, but i think they did SPA skill 1 when they were sec 3?
idk, but i jus feel that we are not of the pure chem student standard. ><
blah blah blah.
today had lesson as usual.
first was chem, next was bio (loved! ♥) and then was maths.
sianed.
i hate to be in sec 3; especially in the first class of 3E!
wth, the teachers are putting high expectations on us..
and it really will stress ppl up.
i really wonder how the top scholar in my class can maintain that position for 3 years!
and i tot her 'throne' will be taken over this year lorrs!
haiish, anyway..
almost all my subjects hav already started on sec 4 syllabus le.
Amaths, Chem, SS, Chinese...
and if im not mistaken, for SS, our class is 2 chapters ahead of the other 3E classes!
but its kinda good actually. :D
then for today recess i tried to spend my time with my dar lorr.
haiya, dun wan talk about it. ><
then after recess was form teacher period.
a cher came into our class and talked to us about a CIP thing which was a flag day thing.
i am damn interested can??
i wan do CIP!
im willing to do anything for good stuff. (:
anyway it can benefit me oso mahhs..
i guess having more CIP hours will get more CCA points?
anyway, the main thing is not the CCA points la. haha. (:
then after that, we gotten back our seen-twice-a-year-book aka report book.
its the biggest report book i've ever seen lorr.
anyway, kind of surprised that my NAPFA get gold sia!
cos i tot i din do well for my sit and reach (becos of my back problem)
so i was thinking that i will maintain my silver and not a gold.
okay la, guess u all wanna noe my results?
hmms, i think i shud humble abit la horrs?
jus put grade can liao la. =P
here's my results!
English - B4 [i tot i could get a B3.. ):]
Chinese - C5 xD! so close in getting B4 lehhs!
A maths - A2 haiish, wanted an A1. ):
E maths - A1 ^^ happy!
Chem - A2 no feelings.
phy/bio - A1 tot i could get better score.. ): guess my phy pulled me down.
SS/geog - A1 heng heng get A1. tot i could get a higher score actually. ):
so, L1R4 - 9
L1R5 - 11.
as i've said earlier in one of my previous post..
i've improved compared to semester 1 but deteriorate compared to sec 1 and 2.
my father scolds me for the deterioration and blames me on my late sleeping habits.
sianed!
lower sec and upper sec different mahhs! ><
anyway, went out to library jus now.
borrowed somemore books!
heheh, i feel that im so aunty-ish.
cos i borrowed recipe books! =P
heh, is i nothing to do mahhs.
i wanna learn how to cook.
actually is bake la.
cos i borrowed books on cookies. hehe.
the pictures are so mouth-watering laaa..
but definitely, one shud not judge a book by its cover.
so the picture may look good, but may taste bad inside. =x
then head home after lunch.
oh ya, im sorry to that 3e2 girl!
i seriously cant balance myself in the bus!!
cos my knee really hurts, and my nerve which takes charge of laughter was acting up again.
so i really really cant stop that inertia that was acting on me!
ya, must blame me for not doing training for so long.
heh. =P
and and there's like a few more weeks till my big day!
wahahaha!! XD
to be exact is 12days bahhs. (:
oh, today is zj's bday and poor thing, he tio bullied by dar.
but i dun care! =P
hmms..
wad to say now ne?
i think i shud reflect on myself le bahhs.
anyway ystd night i cant sleep well la..
keep on thinking that its going to be the last day of schl le.
and im kind of sad la..
chances of meeting him will be lesser i guess? ):
haiish.
okay la, shudnt talk more about it, else i guess tonight i cant sleep again le.
oh, and those stars are gone!
nowadays i look out the window at night and see a blank sky.
no nice no nice. ):
someone must hav stolen it!!
i wan it back!! ><
lol. (psps, abit like acting cute sia. =x)
anyway, time really flies very very very fast.
its like a few more months to the year come to an end.
and a few more months till my o's start!
and a few more months to get stressed up!
and a few more months to change my whole life. (affected by my o's results.)
a new year is beginning, and when i rewind back time..
i still can rmb my sec 1 and 2 days.
haiish, kind of enjoyed it lorr.
and wan it back.
when im in sec 1, kind of did well in my subjects.
din expect me to get into top 10 in class while im an computer addict.
i noe there were ppl who hated me, cos some ppl thinks im a teacher's pet.
but i tried not to!
its jus that i ask more questions in class and thats all.
lols, i think i shud not fret about sec 1 days bahhs.
its all over. ><
and ya, i did had a crush that year.
and it din went that well.
then, time flies quickly. and 2008 comes.
was hoping that it was a good year for me.
yea, my grades improved slightly.
but its good that i've been improving.
and the bond between my classmates was stronger as its the 2nd year being together.
yea, went out with my guy classmates..
and as usual, there were alot of rumours passing around the class and maybe the schl.
haiish, kind of hated the rumours thingy.
makes me blush easily lorr. ><
and yes, i had another crush.
okay, and i din take it seriously as i feel that it wasnt worth it.
so, who cares about him huhhs? =x
then for my cca, kind of active bahhs.
100% attendance if im not wrong? :D
but sadly i still cant be as pro as some other ppl.
but at least i learn more skills when coach teaches us. (:
then, it was the beginning of another year.. 2009 which is this year.
grades started to decline.
and i really dunno why.
probably becos of the change in subjects?
haiish, or maybe, like wad many teachers said, love?
then i hated my cca for awhile cos it affected my lessons.
early this year i went for many many competitions and was disadvantaged as i did not attend my lessons.
until now, i still regretted.
cos i missed my first SPA lesson which i felt that it was essential for me.
and now when cher is talking about SPA, question marks surrounds my mind.
and yes, i still blame myself for going to this suck-ish schl. =x
i hate the subject combination.
i wan pure physics but yet i took pure chem cos there's no other choice.
and then, dis year, i found the guy.
okay, wasnt sure whether it was my correct choice anot.
but i hav to face the fact now. (:
and from then, idk how did it happen..
but my social circle jus grew wider!
haha, maybe its becos of him?
idk.
or maybe im too *erhem* attractive? *vomit blood*
then, i realise the year is coming to an end.
and i wish that everything goes well between me and that guy.
i even worry about my special day which i usually dont for the past few years.
=x
okay, i dun feel like carry on reflecting on myself as if feel that everything hasnt been alright.
and i gtg le.
buaiis people....
yes, the dream was scary.
and u woke me up from it.
it makes me feel more scared.
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