the present;
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Y 10:51 AM
KNS..
STUPID IDIOTIC HISTORY..
DAMN IT!!
ROARs!!
GRRRAAS!! ARHHHS!!! YAAAAAAAAAA!! FFFFFFFF!!!
now my mood not very good..
ITS TOTALLY BAD.. VERY EXTREMELY BAD!!
ystd night tried to memorize all the history answers..
but it was not successful..
had over 50 questions..
and i think i managed to memorize 20+ questions..
wtf..
this morning woke up and continue memorizing the damn history...
MY BRAIN IS REALLY GOING EXPLODE AND DIE!
MEMORISE THE YEARS AND DATES UNTIL LIKE DUNNO WHAT SHYT..
THE NAMES OF PPL.. THE CHIM CHIM WORDS.. KNS..
reached schl todae and saw sharon and yushi like not so stressed sia..
wtf..
i tried to recall wad i studied last night..
but nothing comes out!!
wtf..
then looked thru everything again..
managed to squeeze something into my brain..
but in the end..
i din finish memorizing everything.. fk
even during the national anthem i oso tried to memorize..
hahas..
then we went up the hall..
everybody was looking very stressed..
but i wasnt...
but i felt the real stress after the examm..
read on to noe why..
during the exam..
first question of the paper..
mcq.. I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO DO..
OMG!~ >.<
i think mcq got about 3/10 questions dunno how do..
fill in the blanks question got about 3/10 questions dunno how to do oso!! >.<
haiish..
next section was short answers..
i think about 4/10 questions dunno how do!!
then source base question..
wtf.. dun understand the questionS..
so in the end wrote crap..
-.-
then essay questions..
THE WORST PART!!
4 qn choose 3..
chose qn 1 2 and 3..
qn 1 is i cfm must take de..
cos all the answers i memorized..
so im confident that i can get correct..
then qn 2 i not sure part a..
and part b and c i forget some points that i memorized!!
zzzz..
then left to choose qn 3 and 4..
qn 4 i dunno how do.. so end up doing qn 3..
qn 3 i not sure wth the question is asking for la..
isit my english lousy or isit the way teacher phrased it lousy???
gosh... x.x
so when the teacher told the NA ppl that they left 15 mins..
(and express left 30 mins)
i was like still at essay qn 2..
then i chionging la..
cos i in front de qns got skip..
then when i finished qn 2..
it was already 10am.. (fyi, our paper end at 10.10)
then i chiong for the last qn..
i too anxious until i cant recall anything la!
then my letter 'm' i wrote it like a straight line la.. >> _
cos my hand was like trembling away..
(fyi, all the important words hav the letter 'm'! like Malaysia, coMMunist..)
and the idiotic fan beside me making irritating sounds..
zzzz..
cant concentrate la..
so i dun care about my last essay qn..
i went to check the other qns..
MCQ, fill in the blanks and Short Answers slowed me down la..
the qn was like so tricky..
english so chim somemore...
-.-"
then finished checking the first 3 sections at 10.05..
teacher said "5 more mins" then i was like omg?!?!
shyt la..
then skipped checking my source base and went to essay qn..
then found out one qn i left out one point..
so i quickly scribbled it on that foolscap..
(i hope mr kuan can read what im writing!!)
then when teacher say "stop writing"..
i wrote my name on the 4 foolscap that i used..
(the foolscap was mostly with blanks)
then i almost forgot my name sia! my class.. my date!! omg..
lols..
then i held on to the paper damn tight..
and check thru that i left out 2 qn BLANK!
WTF!
10 MARKS GONE U NOE???
HEARTBREAKING!! sobs..
then when i passed the paper to the teacher to collect..
he saw my hand trembling.. then gave me a wierd expression..
then i cant stop my hand from trembling!!
then i cried..
then dunno why...
my legs.. my toes.. my hands.. my neck.. all stiff la!
all numb lehhs! >.<
kns..
then i cried really badly..
i think for dunno how many years nvr cry le..
my eyes now feeling very suan liaos..
hand still trembling while typing.. >.<
haiish..
went out the hall and cried even badly..
everyone asked me why i cried..
and i felt to stressed that i couldn't open my mouth to talk to them!
T.T
left the schl and saw the guys at the gate crowding there..
so ps la!
they saw me cried! >.<
sobs..
then farhana, pq and yushi took bus with me home..
i din hav the energy to walk home oso..
so took bus..
haiish..
i dun think i wan to repeat what happened todae...
probably this happened bcos i din study much bahhs..
or maybe too stressed..
if i tell my mummy or papa this..
they cfm will scold de..
so i think i dun say anything to them tonight..
=x
kk i think i wan go study le..
tmr science!!
the 2nd last day of exams!! xD
but first..
i want to vent out my stress by playing some games..
hehes.. =x
tmr science must do well..
jyjy huiyu! u can do it! (:
(but i havent study a single thing yet..)
i think i hav to burn mid-night oil again..
zzz!!~
kk good luck to myself and everyone out there..
buaiis (:
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